I visited a lot of old friend's blog today because I am just too bored.
And I noticed...Everyone is so happy...so Hang Fuk.
I am getting unbalance...I am scare...
Will I bcm crazy ?
I am getting blur....Who am I?What is my characteristic?
Should I keep pretending or should I show what I feel?
I am not sure...I wasn't like that...I was a happy girl who show what's her feeling,living in her own crazy little world.
But now?I feel like...it's hard to mix with friends and family...Everyone is like having fun with everyone...
I just don't know what to do.I am lost . L.O.S.T---Lost!
Sometimes I really confuse,about right or wrong.
SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME.
i am sinking.
If you think it's worth,then do it...Don't care about right or wrong.Follow your heart.XD
I made my decision while they (tears) running out.
I will stick to this decision,and people...wish me good luck ;P
I know I will have the smile like that again one day =]
I just realise I didn't update my blog for like years~~!
Since he left,I got no mood to blog...
Is like I lost a part of me,A very big part...
But life still go on,so i tried so hard to hide it.
Tomorrow is the 6th month that we broke up...
6 months ady...A lot of people asked me,even he also asked me....Why still sad?it had been so long ady...
I also feel like asking myself too.Why still sad?I thought you said you wanna let go?I thought you said you will be happy looking he having what he wanted?
Whatever la.Just leave it like that.It's like I don't love and I love in the same time.
I'm tired of everything...
Tuition fees,Visa,Registration,Borrow books,Shifting,Study...(something else)
SHIT.
Really A bad week for me.
Hope every bad thgs had stopped.
Tomorrow.Tomorrow I will be the lucky one ;D
Aza Aza Fighting^^
Give me strength pls.And Luck.
Grrrr...Night !